anyway, i went to tampines1 topshop to get my cny clothes. i shop better alone and i conveniently bought 2 dresses then and there. im so glad i found something my size and to my liking :D
i feel like i've been trapped within the 4 walls in my room. when im not there, im either in school or over at han's house. han and i often meet after his work and he'll sleep real early and then he'll just send me home the nx morning before heading to work. he works on saturday as well. and we often stay at home during weekends. i dont mind this at all. but i just feel so out of touch with the outside world? there are so many things i wanna do and so many places that i wanna go to. i dont think i'll be able to fulfill that since i have planned to find a job asap.
sian ah. han just went to dine at a place i always wanted to go to. but i know he wont bring me there since he is the steamboat kind of guy. sian. im not a steamboat person at all. feeling more down than ever knowing that he went with his friends.
haiya. where are all my friends. i wanna just sit at starbucks or spinelli and just talk the whole day through like how i used to in secondary school.
;5:15 AM
amelia*
8 August 1989
punggol primary.
CHIJ SJC.
temasek poly.
Gap > Screening Room
